i feel drunk (or maybe buzzed??) And tired. This is the first real drink I had since I turned 21. I went out withh some work people to wher 3ejonathan works bc they wanted wings. I got some sort of rum and sprite??? i have no idea but it was yummie and i got 2 but i only finished like 1 and .75 bc i had to drink a block home and I feel slowish so yeah...um... yum.. i miss jonathan i wish he was here right now..

i need to do homework but it was nice to forget about it for a while. o work 7am to 4 pm tommorrow.

my mom keeps asking me about my wedding like every day. ahhh.. we may have a place but idk i think i want it at the century house we are gonna look at that next weekend but we have a dat epenncilled for the glen sanders mansion/

g and I need to dicided this together. i;m worried he doesnt want to help, no not reallly im worried he will no want places... i want? no i think i just wish he was there helping with the decision i dont want it to be my mom and me i want him to be there and help.

i feel slow for some reason with everything so i think im gonna go crash in bed...? anyways i think its turn the clocks back day so i will go do that...and snooze.........

btw i like rum...vodka equals evil

and my tongue feels like its asleep and i want to wake it up liek u know when u sleep?? and you wake up with a sleepy tongue?? idk i think im tired or some random shit anyways pz out sleep good